tyguardofhelios: (John - Smoking)
So tonight would be the night Glen breaks up with me.

It's just been that kind of impressively memorable day. Showed up to meet him tonight at 12am after improv and he pulls me aside with, "We need to talk". Long and the short of it, he kissed another girl on Friday and feels for her and... broke up with me. It was so dumb, my brain (and I'm sure other emotionally connected vital organs) just froze or broke or whatever it does when something happens that you weren't expecting at all. All I could repeat was "Oh"... "Oh"... "Oh" while everything attempted to jump start back to life. I remember asking "Really?" after he said he was breaking up with me. Then I think he apologized and I eventually responded with, "I'm going to leave now". I stumbled home numbly alternating between muttering despondently words like "Oh" and "Damn" and laughing like a maniac because the entire thing has a kind of bittersweet irony to it when compared to the day I've had. I'm glad Rebekah and Michelle were still up and let me sit with them for the last 2 hours. I haven't broken down yet, but I'm sure I will. My heart hurts, I hate this feeling and it just keeps creeping up whenever my momentum pauses. It pushes in and reminds me that I've been rejected, dismissed. I feel dismissed. "Found someone I like better, sorry you can go now." Dismissed.
tyguardofhelios: (Paul - On Bike)
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